when you fuse a demon and the cathedral of shadows says "Whoops! Something went wrong" thats how you know its good

Now

I'm intending for this to be an expansion on the "Currently..." box on my main page! also as a way for me to try to keep focused on projects by having somewhere public to display my current plans, since I often pick up and drop new things depending on what my brain wants to do that day, and I want to be a little more disciplined than that

for more about /now pages, check out this!

updated 7.18.24

Doing

  • still working on fixing my sleep schedule but i'm doing much better at it!
  • ghost jam 2024 is finished but I still intend on doing writeups both of a postmortem of my entries and a roundup of the submissions
  • astray cosplay has long since been finished but I still need to it up and take proper full body photos
  • experimenting with shrink plastic crafts. I want to make earrings themed after boothill's skill icons and then I have no other immediate ideas for shrink plastic things
  • sewing clothes for my zenos plush doll. I bought a zenos plush from wicksandwheat, and while he is very cute he is also Naked and so while I can order clothes from aliexpress for him, I wasn't super feeling any of the styles available. in the time being I wanted to sew a simple shirt and shorts outfit for him from some fabric scraps I have.
  • crafting watercolor paint from expired makeup. my sister recently went through all her makeup to throw out expired items, and I nabbed all of her colorful eyeshadows palettes. bergette pigmentshas made a few videos turning expired (powder) makeup into watercolors, and I want to do the same! still have to buy all the materials for making watercolor binder and the watercolor itself though
  • expanding my website. self explanatory.
  • catching up on japanese reviews. I went probably around three months without doing any studying or language immersion and I want to get back ontop of my reviews.
  • building a new pc. i did not get it done in time for dawntrail but I still want to build it....

Watching

  • 2021-2024 horror movies
    • john wolfe, a youtuber I follow, put out a video last year on 2022 horror movies he watched, and I am slowly making my way through them.
      • currently still have the black phone, orphan first kill, and halloween kills to watch
    • dead meat, a channel covering horror movies and media in general, has put out horror movie awards shows for the past three years (2022, 2023, 2024) and I am determined to watch all of the nominees. eventually
  • geega, a vtuber from vshojo. I'm starting to get into vtubers a bit, and I come back to geega repeatedly for her dry sense of humor and regular showcases of indie games.

Reading

  • currently: to the lighthouse by virginia woolf (bookbug's monthly book), and it by stephen king
  • recently finished: strangers on a train, which I wrote about on my bookbug page

Playing

  • ffxiv. new expansion came out!! and I want to get back into extremes and savage!!! damm!! every other game i'm into is kind of on hold until I get tired of dawntrail stuff lol